- a day at breezy manor -

Man, how about that rain, huh?  Woo hoo!  It was a doozy!  My cat has been in and out a lot this morning and she keeps jumping into my lap wanting scratches and all that kitty stuff.  Bugs me sometimes.

Went to a meeting last night for other dads and had a good time.  Those are fun meetings and I always come home feeling better.  Well okay, they're not always super fun but I like the guys and it's nice to get out.

And man oh man what's the deal with all these forums and weblogs all over the place?  I mean, fuck!  Should I do that?

I didn't eat much for breakfast this morning (but then I never really do, but you knew that, didn't you?).  Coffee and a PowerBar.  Sometimes I'll go down to the juice place and get a smoothie but usually I don't cause I'm just waaaay to sleepy to go out and even drive a damn car!  I mean, fuck!

I wanted to go out and take some pictures of all the mud this morning but I didn't.  What's that about?  How come I just can't get off my fucking ass sometimes to take some goddamn pictures?

Did anybody see that marry a millionaire thing?  God it was crap, but I just couldn't stop watching!  Would you do that?  Would I do that?  Imean, fuck?  What's that about?  As long as it doesn't get in the way of Buffy, it's cool.

So was like American Beauty the coolest or what?  Kevin Spacey, I mean he is soooo coool.  And he can sing, too!  I heard he's gonna do that Bobby Darren movie or something, you know, about that guy who sang Tiny Bubbles or whatever.  What's up with that?  I hope he gets the Oscar for it.  American Beauty, I mean.  I saw it three times, that's how cool it is.  Is Billy Cristal hosting again?  I haven't heard.  E-mail me if you know.  I absolutely HAVE to know.  Sometimes I feel so stupid not knowing something like that that everybody should know.  Fuck.  I've gotta get with it.

So, is like Billy Cristal hosting again?

What, you don't know?

I know.  I'm stupid.

I'm not sure.  I think so.  Maybe not.

I swear that's what it's like sometimes.

I should be doing something else right now.  I mean, I can be such a procrastinator.

There's this guy, okay, and I see him at the mall sometimes and he's just like totally weird and it really bugs me.  Every time I see him I just get freaked, it's like "whoa."  i know it really bothers some people to talk about other people but some people are just so weird.  Fuck.

Did you see the Grammys?  Awesome, but it kinda sucked too.  Did anybody tape it?  E-mail me if you did.  I absolutely HAVE to have it.  I love awards.  Maybe I could get one for this journal.  that would be sooooo cooool.

Cher sucks.  I know a lot of people really like her, I mean, somebody buys her cd's, right, but like who do you know whose got one?  What's up with that?  Iknow it would be so fine to have a career in the business and everything and I know it's a whole different world when your successful and everything, but still, she sucks.

I can be so bad sometimes.  But at least I'm funny!  Don't you love it?!  ;-b

I need pants.  I swear I've been wearing like two pair for the last month or so and I am getting way tired of khaki and denim.

Okay, that's it.  No more time to write today.  I have a bunch of stuff to do.


  today's music:

Anything by R.E.M.  They rock!


today's wisdom:

"If a man does not keep pace with his companions maybe it's because he hears like a totally different set of drums."

  sketch by E.B. White