Unlike
most colds, this one hasn't slammed me down. This cold is a mild
lingerer, difficult to commit to fully, and therefore much more
annoying. My brain, clouded not by medicine but by a belief that
it is functioning properly, says go ahead, write some paragraphs, fix
that dial-up problem, rake those leaves. But whatever task lies
ahead is nipped in the bud either by my need to absorb the issues or by
a tendency to just stare off into space after two or three
minutes. I get snapped back into focus by the phone ringing, or
the cat clawing to be fed, but it lasts, again, only a minute or
two. Forgive the pun, but this is indeed a viscous
circle.
In my
right mind, I would never have said that.
*****
Here
are the glaring omissions of my recent non-journaling...
While
in San Diego two weekends ago, besides the airshow, we went to the
San Diego Wild Animal Park. Had fun. Saw things.
Interesting things. Neglected to mention it.
Back on
October 4th, the new neighbors across the street had a baby.
That's a huge deal. Skipped over it completely.
Amy's
right leg is in a cast. She's okay, but then how would you know?
I've had
problems with my dial-up service which have sent me into my usual
downward spiral of frustration born of not being in control and having
to wait on hold while my "call is very important to us."
While my nose leaks. Internet service: slow. My sinuses:
incredible bandwidth.
Viv has
the week off. That's the theory, anyway. The phone rings a
lot more, the kitchen table is home to all kinds of movie studio
paperwork, but still she's sticking to the story that she's off this
week.
*****
I
feel old. Really old. Zinjanthropus old.
I'm going
to lie down now, watch the rest of this World Series game on TV, and
then sneeze myself to sleep.